Lord, forgive the presumptions I assume in the title, I do not claim to be able to represent Him, I only try to.  I welcome being challenged by the Bible, as I am still compelled to read it fully, but I feel compelled to express an opinion my heart seems to have recently adopted as I re-listen to a certain musician's lyrics I memorized and adored as a child with innocence and naivity.  I'm beginning to understand what Jesus means by hearing with ears, but being deaf and not hearing.  Matthew 13:13-15

I believe God the Father has preprogrammed struggles he has ordained into our lives we cannot escape from.  Some seem to have it easier than others, but ALL are tested by Him justly.   Many fail.  Probably a lot more than half as He does not grade us on a curve.  Of the ones that don't fail, He promises us all to expect many great things to come.  For those with cosmic perspective this may translate to you as "heaven", but there is also promises of worldly good even the sinners amongst us will receive for those with more short-term perspectives.

Now, I hold Jesus as I know him as close to my imagination as possible and present my opinion.  I believe you all have within your spiritual DNA the capacity to be Holy men of the highest form we can expect from this evil world.  If you rebel against His plan for you, I believe the temptation of pride being the most dangerous, both we who do not understand you the rest of the world will lose out.  This angers God the Father and he instills into your soul a deep despair I cannot imagine and am frightened to try.  You feel his sentence for your defiance being carried out and misdirect it as if coming from cultures and governments His hand guides.

I believe God will, at the end of eternity, roll back time to collect the poetry of our aggregate human spiritual existence.  This poetry includes love, beauty, but also tragedy.  I believe he does this in reverse time order starting at your death and if it that time in your life he finds your heart in contempt of His Son, he looks into your life no further and marks your worldy experience worthy of at best case deletion before creating whatever it is that is next after the end of eternity.  He is also present as we move in the midst of time and very offended by those who attempt to defy His plan or commandments which have been set from since before time began and sent to us thousands of years ago.   Please consider, because of the particular nature of struggles, you may have an unchanneled capacity to know Jesus greater than most.  I beg for all our sakes you don't squander it, for the stakes are much higher than cultures, politics, or anything of the world.   Find your flock, know Him and help lead the lost sheep back to Him.  You may just be sleeping Holy men and women, sleeper agents in God's army waiting for a code word only your soul knows will wake you up.

I sense a larger than expected proportion of thus afflicted are already compelled to His service.   I fear the devil knows this too and focuses much effort to bring you out, to deny Jesus or to embrace sin.  The vector of desires of your flesh has does not define your identity, and the real church of Jesus knows this plainly and intuitively.  Only fools or those already fully enlisted into the devil's army believe in any way this condemns Jesus or His church.  Have mercy on the flock as many will likely betray you as you endeavor the best way you know how, for they know not what they do.  Realize there are some who revulse and presume whom it is you serenade in your love songs, but the discerning among us realize you actually serenade your Creator or His Son and once so clarified, we find them even more beautiful than what the world presumes our position of you.

I bear witness not only to your struggle, but also your sins and extend out my human limited empathy to you as far as I am able.  I will never join those amongst you throwing celebrations of defiance to our Lord or your advocate's unrighteous propaganda proclaiming a need for language games or on embracing identites separate from Him.  He will either force you back to Himself at some point in your life before you die (perhaps abruptly) or make your heart grow hard, silent, still and not care.  I believe I also speak for Jesus in that I hope for the former.  We all have a cross to bear in this lifetime, but you must pick very carefully, you have no idea how much we all need you.